Hoping everyone can deliver their speech straight to the point. I'm sorry because I'm always absent minded and not knowing what had transpired... hmm ...not easy to solve this million pieces of puzzle @.@ though...

And why people do act cool? I have to summon up "high level of courage" to speak up to them. No idea on what they were thinking. It seems like I'm stranger to them and I felt like an idiot for not knowing anything...=(

I'm so sorry...