Have you?

Have you ever reached a stage, where you can't face it and pretended it's not there?
 Have you ever pretended you are okay, when there are people around you? and feeling dejected when you are alone?
 Have you ever acted so rudely, but sincerely you didn't do it on purpose?
 Have you ever felt heartbroken, that you can't be someone you are expected to be?
 Have you ever find yourself lost somewhere and not knowing you're true identity?
 Have you ever struggled to be in reality?
Have you?